I do all these things for people. I’m basically their chauffeur, I buy them things when I’m feeling like they need a pick me up, I go out of MY WAY to do things, and much more. Sure I guess it’s my fault for letting people take advantage of me being nice, but really is it that hard to at least say thank you! All I want is you to not necessarily return the favour, but at least cut me some slack. I either get attitude in return or won’t even be acknowledged for doing a good deed. Wow. People are so self absorbed. No need to at least stop giving me bullshit. At the least!

I hate days like this where I can’t help but feel negative and there is no hope. I usually overpower the negative thoughts with positive one, but today I can’t think of any. *shrug* I don’t know what to do. I hate this feeling. I don’t even know what emotion I’m feeling.